Who I am?

The Shadows  belong to the "First Ones", one of the oldest species of the Universe. The black-brilliant, mysterious Being had the duty to guide the younger races, helping them to develop. Their ideology is that development could happen just through chaos and evoluation, conflicts and strength. Only the strongest people have the right to live. They are the Lords of Chaos and since 1000 of years they provoced wars between the younger one to select them. But they have an equivalent rival, the Vorlons, Lord of Order and Obedience who are also one of the "First Ones". Both fought for ages which idology is the better one. Till Captain John Sheridan from the  interstellar Spacecenter Babylon 5 ended the quarrel. He drove away the Shadows and Vorlons beyond the Rim. Before that the Shadows destroyed their planet Z'Ha'Dum. 

If you still  don't know, what the hell I'm talkig about, I recommend you the science-fiction-series "Babylon 5" (B 5), season 1 till 5 (but I personally guess the 5th season wasn't very good) or the web-pages of the Lurkers Guide to B5 or Raven Padarn's Website.

And who I am now in reality?

I think that is clear know: I am a science-fiction-loving, Babylon 5-watching, dark Shadow-Lady! I personally believe in freedom and non-violent actions but for many years I was "caught" by a Shadow-Lord and now he is my master. And if you have a look at my web-page you will see that I also like Star Trek and other  sci-fi-series, that I studing sociology at the university of Bremen and want to study aboad at Australia. I love cats (specially on toast and baked with cheese *lol*) and live at Bremerhaven.

Now you know more! 
Just have fun wiht my web-page!